★Genting Trip★
Thursday, December 24, 2009 3:29 PM
yesterday just come back from Genting weather there totally same at Europe....(like snowing) but haven cold until snowing la the wind up there very strong until can blow my sister fall down to the floor when walking at there i keep kap zai la... haha everyone i see everyone passing me look the same like him i really shock maybe i so miss him??? maybe i hate him so much??? at there i keep eat ice cream eat ice cream under a big refrigerator shock rite?? everyone see me when i eating ice cream izit very weird??? kisiao now got bit sick cough+flu
★HATE★
Saturday, December 19, 2009 10:10 PM
NOW I HAD A BAD MOOD NOW
do you all think me is that kind of 'sui bian' daughter in your heart??? i will turn my phone SILENT when i going out so if i know got ringing i also wont answer it SO PLEASE DON'T CALLED ME WHEN I GO OUT i know u all care about me BUT please let me some space to breathe it can or not?? everyday stay at house i can become mould while i know going out will spent lot of $ but that NOT UR MONEY when reach home i will turn back my phone to general just a minute to press it y u all cant believe me ONCE!!!!!!!! if u never trust me what for u want bring me to this world what for u want me had that horrible thinking of u all when u said next time if u dunwan pick up your phone, i going to slap u!!!! this is what a good father talk to his own daughter?? if i can choose again, i will never choose to be ur daughter!!! I SURE!!!! i rather choose to be a beggar daughter than your daughter I HATE YOU ALL!!!!!
★Break★
Thursday, December 17, 2009 10:43 AM
yest when i SMS him i nearly drops my tears but it finally drops too i know you busy your work and i wont go disturb you i think like that you will more free and more concentrate with your work and i will more free SMS with others keng sam si with them more than with you your 'big man idea' really will make me more miserable in it i not longer survive in your life and i hate your family yest is our BIG DAY but how you celebrate with me?? you didn't celebrate with me some more you say you forget cause busy working and some more at night go out with your friends until i SMS you i know you never remember what i did for you so i wont take it serious cause more you climb you will fall more seriously yest i ad give hint to you we together 91days but wouldn't means we can together 100 days this time i wont patah balik and i WONT Yutsukoo said she think he not really love me actually i not sad about this and maybe i have to accept this reality this is REALITY Yutsukoo want to break Misukie also want break too is it called ji mui cheng sam??? today blogging i never cry i so proud of myself and i wont be so weak again!!!!
★Sunway★
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 9:10 AM
2day i quite bored n SMS ask Yutsukoo come out so i decided go her house n stay at her house while waiting Steven come and fetch us while waiting i SMS to him tell him i go Sunway with my friend after that he reply me " TODAY I AD VERY BUSY, U STILL WANT ME TO FETCH U???" after see that i mood going down n wanna cry actually before i decided wanna go out i got SMS with Yutsukoo she told me her problem n i do that same thing too she ask me think carefully sit down and discuss v him i not going to do that cause i cant talk v him he will say all his stuff n i will lose him while i know i still love him so much 2day is our 3 months anniversary~~ i know he sure forget
now i so annoyed about money now no more work for me n i wanna go Genting for 4days 3nights my money is USED UP actually wanna buy some new shirt new pants new shoe but all this things need a lot of $$$$ how i wanna earn $$$ for this short period??? hope my 4d or 3d will 'open' so that i wont annoyed anymore
Friday i wanna hang out v a GUY friend he say he want chase me n i got a little bit feel on him actually feel lazy recently~
★Hey★
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 7:02 PM
Hey guys.. me MISUKIE long time didn't blog ad lazy blog recently dunno why every time want to blog but lazy blog so now i write all about the past few days
Saturday, 5Dec i dunno whether i got go out or not OH maybe not i stay at home STUDY chemistry but all the time i eating n watch gong sam gai my eye keep on watching this movie can't stop to watch actually now i keep play poker at facebook
Sunday,6 Dec i also study at home 2day i guai a little bit i go study ELECTROLYSIS form4 chapter and i ad very clear about this part so i got a bit confidence to do in exam after that i go take care my baby actually not my baby... is my mummy care geh baby when i feed her drink water she keep break wind and after that she stool i so scary that shit will come out and make my shirt dirty i keep scream and ask mom help this few days she keep shit and shit maybe eat wrong things or what so scary her shit like yellowish like that hehe..
Monday, 7Dec 2day i also study whole day cause tomorrow ad CHEMISTRY exam so nervous tim~ although i ad study all but i still no confidence to answer it correctly i think Monday didn't happen anything special so i skip this part yea
Tuesday, 8Dec 2day started CHEMISTRY paper paper 1 all i simply do lo peikee said: "chemistry know well on me but i totally dunno chemistry also" after she saying that we keep laugh at there when some1 pass through there huisan ask her:" u no need study de meh??" she answer:'' do i need to study????'' she from sn1 student wah when she answer this we all shocked and i thinking> so show off for what?? just sn1 only wor.. HALO..i also sn1 student since form4 open school but i decided to change class only okay.. i cool down!!!!! after 2day our tomato YM going fly to Switzerland so she organize a gathering after exam i didn't go actually but i hope her trip at there will very fun and excited
Wednesday, 9Dec yesterday happened many things okay now i write all about yest 1st i go interview at constancy pharmacy in front of KP i take bus go there i was so nervous cause this is my 1st time interview after i filled all my information at the borang she asked me go inside and interview me she asked me Friday start work and just work for only 19days part time.. RM2.50 per hour... 9.30am-8.00pm so i agree with that when thinking that i was so lazy when wanna work ad i have no time to rest actually i have my BC paper on 14Dec how i gonna study all and that?? i really no idea after that i go KP rest and wait Steve fetch me but suddenly he sms me said his car cant move and don't know what happen he ask me take bus go BBT actually i don't really want take bus cause my feet haven recover yet but this is the way to go there i know he ad very stress so i just listen to him got many things happen after this but i lazy write ^^
★Physics paper★
7:02 PM
 2day stared physic paper some can do n some CARELESS argh so hate 2day raining so dad fetch me go school on the way go school dad like a inspector keep asking me what gonna be for my future n i keep say i dunno he ask me wanna get how many As for him then i answer about 2 As after that he said if i get 2 As only, then he will throw my results to drain gosh when heard that, i thinking in my heart>>> u tot straight As very easy get o?? i study so hard u all know meh?? after that i told him after SPM maybe i wanna work at farmasi n after that going to PLKN before i step out the car dad ask me think properly what my interested in
when i reach school friends keep want ask about me n him's things but they go turn a big round to ask me n i also pretend dunno what them talking about i know they know my things through my last post while that okay for me
when 2.45pm i ad done my physics paper 3 so i give some hints to jiun ask her go out then i take bus back home cause he busy recently the weather is totally killed me sun smile so brightly to me some more my feet getting injured by few months ago now still haven recover yet when at bus i sit v a Malay woman when bus reached Klang Sentral she ask me whether here can take LRT or not damn funny when she asking me
when i walking back to home then car accessories shop keep called my name my mood 2day is down they not only called my name they also called my my sister name dunno y they so free to scream some more from the coffee shop age look so big also act like a teenagers like that always make that naupathia sound
★Dear my frens★
6:57 PM
dear my friends I'm in the good condition don worry about me about the last post that just a part of mine don think the negative ways of me v just had some small quarrel now v get better n better ad maybe that time i wrote the post my feeling was so down but i ad think very deeply i hope i will happy with me decision now
★Hurting u★
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 11:05 AM
i know what i doing now i hurting u but u know your selfish make me in trouble i hate the fake side of me when treated u so i decided go away from you my heart started to pain again i still got feel v u n i know i still loving u yest i found out her blog n i spending 1 hour to viewing her blog her English is pretty good enough so jealous n she got into her new house right after Christmas i really dream can be her 1day she rob HIM from me but i treating her like a friend.. even like a sister but that is past yest i eat steamboat v family now i on diet i ad fat around 3 kg Argh hate myself keep eating all n that haizz i know i cant control my eating i wish before i go PLKN can really diet and i promise him too government really sucks y give me batch2 of PLKN i want go for batch1~ really waste my time later how i want continue study?? mom agree v me to be a mei rong shi but i dunno that is it the good idea of my rest of the life 2day MSN i chating v a guyz fren i told him about HIM then he tole me that..... ' WHEN MY GF UNHAPPYI SURE TAM UNTIL SHE HAPPYIF SHE HAPPYI WILL MAKE MORE SHE HAPPYSHE SAY AI WONT SAY BSHE NEED MEI WILL FLY 2 FIND HEREVEN I DON'T HAVE CARWHEN WE GO OUTWE WILL MEET 1 PLACEI WILL MAKE SURPRISE BE4 SHE REACH THAT PLACE'that what i need my bf to do the same did i thinking so much or dreaming so much because i know that he wont do that on me last Friday i download a edited software>> 美图秀秀 i edit my small sis picture n mom picture  this my small sis look cute right~
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