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★Genting Trip★

Thursday, December 24, 2009 3:29 PM

yesterday just come back from Genting
weather there totally same at Europe....(like snowing)
but haven cold until snowing la
the wind up there very strong until can blow my sister fall down to the floor
when walking at there
i keep kap zai la...
haha
everyone i see
everyone passing me
look the same like him
i really shock
maybe i so miss him???
maybe i hate him so much???
at there i keep eat ice cream
eat ice cream under a big refrigerator
shock rite??
everyone see me when i eating ice cream
izit very weird???
kisiao
now got bit sick
cough+flu

★HATE★

Saturday, December 19, 2009 10:10 PM

NOW I HAD A BAD MOOD NOW


do you all think me is that kind of 'sui bian' daughter in your heart???
i will turn my phone SILENT when i going out
so if i know got ringing i also wont answer it
SO
PLEASE DON'T CALLED ME WHEN I GO OUT
i know u all care about me
BUT
please let me some space to breathe it can or not??
everyday stay at house i can become mould
while i know going out will spent lot of $
but that NOT UR MONEY
when reach home i will turn back my phone to general
just a minute to press it
y u all cant believe me ONCE!!!!!!!!
if u never trust me
what for u want bring me to this world
what for u want me had that horrible thinking of u all
when u said next time if u dunwan pick up your phone, i going to slap u!!!!
this is what a good father talk to his own daughter??
if i can choose again, i will never choose to be ur daughter!!! I SURE!!!!
i rather choose to be a beggar daughter than your daughter
I HATE YOU ALL!!!!!

★Break★

Thursday, December 17, 2009 10:43 AM

yest when i SMS him
i nearly drops my tears
but it finally drops too
i know you busy your work and i wont go disturb you
i think like that you will more free and more concentrate with your work
and i will more free SMS with others keng sam si with them more than with you
your 'big man idea' really will make me more miserable in it
i not longer survive in your life
and i hate your family
yest is our BIG DAY
but how you celebrate with me??
you didn't celebrate with me some more you say you forget cause busy working and some more at night go out with your friends until i SMS you
i know you never remember what i did for you
so i wont take it serious cause more you climb you will fall more seriously
yest i ad give hint to you
we together 91days but wouldn't means we can together 100 days
this time i wont patah balik and i WONT
Yutsukoo said she think he not really love me
actually i not sad about this
and maybe i have to accept this reality
this is REALITY
Yutsukoo want to break
Misukie also want break too
is it called ji mui cheng sam???
today blogging i never cry
i so proud of myself
and i wont be so weak again!!!!

★Sunway★

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 9:10 AM

2day i quite bored n SMS ask Yutsukoo come out
so i decided go her house n stay at her house while waiting Steven come and fetch us
while waiting
i SMS to him tell him i go Sunway with my friend
after that he reply me
" TODAY I AD VERY BUSY, U STILL WANT ME TO FETCH U???"
after see that
i mood going down
n wanna cry actually
before i decided wanna go out
i got SMS with Yutsukoo
she told me her problem n i do that same thing too
she ask me think carefully sit down and discuss v him
i not going to do that cause i cant talk v him
he will say all his stuff n i will lose him
while i know i still love him so much
2day is our 3 months anniversary~~
i know he sure forget

now i so annoyed about money
now no more work for me
n i wanna go Genting for 4days 3nights
my money is USED UP actually
wanna buy some new shirt new pants new shoe
but all this things need a lot of $$$$
how i wanna earn $$$ for this short period???
hope my 4d or 3d will 'open' so that i wont annoyed anymore

Friday i wanna hang out v a GUY friend
he say he want chase me
n i got a little bit feel on him actually
feel lazy recently~

★Hey★

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 7:02 PM

Hey guys..
me MISUKIE long time didn't blog ad
lazy blog recently
dunno why every time want to blog but lazy blog
so now i write all about the past few days

Saturday, 5Dec
i dunno whether i got go out or not
OH
maybe not
i stay at home STUDY chemistry
but all the time i eating n watch gong sam gai
my eye keep on watching this movie
can't stop to watch
actually now i keep play poker at facebook


Sunday,6 Dec
i also study at home
2day i guai a little bit
i go study ELECTROLYSIS form4 chapter
and i ad very clear about this part
so i got a bit confidence to do in exam
after that
i go take care my baby actually not my baby... is my mummy care geh baby
when i feed her drink water
she keep break wind
and after that she stool
i so scary that shit will come out and make my shirt dirty
i keep scream and ask mom help
this few days she keep shit and shit
maybe eat wrong things or what
so scary
her shit like yellowish like that
hehe..

Monday, 7Dec
2day i also study whole day
cause tomorrow ad CHEMISTRY exam
so nervous tim~
although i ad study all
but i still no confidence to answer it correctly
i think Monday didn't happen anything special
so i skip this part yea

Tuesday, 8Dec
2day started CHEMISTRY paper
paper 1 all i simply do lo
peikee said: "chemistry know well on me but i totally dunno chemistry also"
after she saying that
we keep laugh at there
when some1 pass through there
huisan ask her:" u no need study de meh??"
she answer:'' do i need to study????'' she from sn1 student
wah
when she answer this
we all shocked
and i thinking> so show off for what?? just sn1 only wor.. HALO..i also sn1 student since form4 open school but i decided to change class only
okay.. i cool down!!!!!
after 2day
our tomato YM going fly to Switzerland
so she organize a gathering after exam
i didn't go actually
but i hope her trip at there will very fun and excited

Wednesday, 9Dec
yesterday happened many things
okay
now i write all about yest
1st
i go interview at constancy pharmacy in front of KP
i take bus go there
i was so nervous cause this is my 1st time interview
after i filled all my information at the borang
she asked me go inside and interview me
she asked me Friday start work and just work for only 19days
part time.. RM2.50 per hour... 9.30am-8.00pm
so i agree with that
when thinking that
i was so lazy when wanna work ad
i have no time to rest actually
i have my BC paper on 14Dec
how i gonna study all and that??
i really no idea
after that i go KP rest and wait Steve fetch me
but suddenly he sms me said his car cant move and don't know what happen
he ask me take bus go BBT
actually i don't really want take bus
cause my feet haven recover yet
but this is the way to go there
i know he ad very stress
so i just listen to him
got many things happen after this but i lazy write
^^

★Physics paper★

7:02 PM


2day stared physic paper
some can do n some CARELESS
argh
so hate
2day raining so dad fetch me go school
on the way go school
dad like a inspector keep asking me what gonna be for my future
n i keep say i dunno
he ask me wanna get how many As for him
then i answer about 2 As
after that he said if i get 2 As only, then he will throw my results to drain
gosh
when heard that,
i thinking in my heart>>> u tot straight As very easy get o?? i study so hard u all know meh??
after that i told him after SPM maybe i wanna work at farmasi n after that going to PLKN
before i step out the car
dad ask me think properly what my interested in

when i reach school
friends keep want ask about me n him's things
but they go turn a big round to ask me
n i also pretend dunno what them talking about
i know they know my things through my last post
while that okay for me

when 2.45pm
i ad done my physics paper 3
so i give some hints to jiun ask her go out
then i take bus back home cause he busy recently
the weather is totally killed me
sun smile so brightly to me
some more my feet getting injured by few months ago
now still haven recover yet
when at bus
i sit v a Malay woman
when bus reached Klang Sentral
she ask me whether here can take LRT or not
damn funny when she asking me

when i walking back to home
then car accessories shop keep called my name
my mood 2day is down
they not only called my name
they also called my my sister name
dunno y they so free to scream
some more from the coffee shop
age look so big also act like a teenagers like that
always make that naupathia sound

★Dear my frens★

6:57 PM

dear my friends
I'm in the good condition
don worry about me
about the last post
that just a part of mine
don think the negative ways of me
v just had some small quarrel
now v get better n better ad
maybe that time i wrote the post my feeling was so down
but i ad think very deeply
i hope i will happy with me decision now

★Hurting u★

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 11:05 AM

i know what i doing now i hurting u
but u know your selfish make me in trouble
i hate the fake side of me when treated u
so i decided go away from you
my heart started to pain again
i still got feel v u
n i know i still loving u

yest i found out her blog
n i spending 1 hour to viewing her blog
her English is pretty good enough
so jealous
n she got into her new house right after Christmas
i really dream can be her 1day
she rob HIM from me
but i treating her like a friend.. even like a sister
but that is past

yest i eat steamboat v family
now i on diet
i ad fat around 3 kg
Argh
hate myself keep eating all n that
haizz
i know i cant control my eating
i wish before i go PLKN can really diet
and i promise him too
government really sucks
y give me batch2 of PLKN
i want go for batch1~
really waste my time
later how i want continue study??
mom agree v me to be a mei rong shi
but i dunno that is it the good idea of my rest of the life

2day MSN i chating v a guyz fren
i told him about HIM
then he tole me that.....
' WHEN MY GF UNHAPPY
I SURE TAM UNTIL SHE HAPPY
IF SHE HAPPY
I WILL MAKE MORE SHE HAPPY
SHE SAY A
I WONT SAY B
SHE NEED ME
I WILL FLY 2 FIND HER
EVEN I DON'T HAVE CAR
WHEN WE GO OUT
WE WILL MEET 1 PLACE
I WILL MAKE SURPRISE BE4 SHE REACH THAT PLACE'
that what i need my bf to do the same
did i thinking so much or dreaming so much
because i know that he wont do that on me

last Friday i download a edited software>> 美图秀秀
i edit my small sis picture n mom picture

this my small sis
look cute right~